I hate this feeling of being alone in a crowd. Everyone thinks I have many friends. I just merely know a lot of people that's all.

Sometimes I wonder how many real friends I have, or friends that really see me as a good friend.

I'm so scared of emotions. I'm afraid I might fall into the trap my past was.

I would say much more here, but to sum up in a line and save your eyes, I feel so messed up.

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I AM SUPER FUCKING STRESSED. okay sorry but seriously I feel like digging my grave already. Prelims on Monday and I dont feel prepared at all. I could even take a nap in the afternoon today. What the bloody he'll

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Gosh now that I've deactivated fb and deleted my twitter app, all I can do on my itouch now is play maple and check tumblr ._.

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I look in the mirror and everything is so fucking ugly

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I'd care, I'd say a comforting word to you, maybe because while I'm being strong for someone, I'd forget how weak I am.

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Oh yesterday my mum was telling me about how I should not get a boyfriend now bla bla bla (I'm not even anywhere near, mum. No one likes your kid lol)

Then she said when she looks for a lifelong partner when she looks for a bf.

I wanted to ask, what made you so sure it's even going to last?? I think it's just luck. Nothing lasts. Just except god's love.

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Screw life, all I want to be is happy.

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Coward

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My intuition may be great, but I never had luck on my side.

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